Apparently our prayers, positive energy, countless tears, AA's constant pain, suffering, weight loss is not enough yet for God to perform his miracle. His results were not good at all. 1) The original tumor in the pineal region (center of the brain) has grown more. 2) The tumors on the spine have also grown. Right now we have to focus on getting AA healthy enough to leave the hospital and start eating again. We are waiting for Wednesday's tumor board meeting at Sloan before we know the next step. The tumor board is a group of cancer professional at the hospital that help decide the appropriate treatment for a patient if things need amending. Chemo for Friday is oficially off the table
Meanwhile, we are totally numb. What else can I say? We are running low on so much of the spiritual fuel we need and keep coming up against soo many bumps in the road. Our front line in this war is taking a huge beating and it really does suck that we have no re-enforcements to call in and help us fight the battle. No secret cure, no miracle drug. Just faith. I hope God hears this because sometimes it feels like he doesn't because try explaining the concept of Faith to a tumor, they just don't get it.
We continue to have faith that God will help us through this and that God helps us keep our promise to AA that "everything is going to be alright baby, God is with us". Everything is going to be alright. I sure hope so.
Roi
Hi AA
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